Multiplier
From Alice With Love
Life for me hasn’t always been easy. The majority of my anxiety and triggers are from my very first memory and the handful of memories I have before the age of 10. I used to have severe anxiety, which made me run to the bathroom every two minutes. I still get anxious. I still struggle to sleep if I do not feel 100% safe and secure. This makes dating very difficult but surprisingly not when I am traveling and staying in hostels. I struggle with anxiety when meeting new people. I still have triggers, a lot of them. I am far from perfect, but I’d like to go over the lessons I’ve learned that helped me be better than I was before.
It is June 4th, 2021. I woke up excited again. I didn’t always wake up excited. For the most part of 1995 to 2015, sometimes, I wished I didn’t wake up. Fast forward to 2021, I am happy, content, and excited for my present and future.