Life for me hasn’t always been easy. The majority of my anxiety and triggers are from my very first memory and the handful of memories I have before the age of 10. I used to have severe anxiety, which made me run to the bathroom every two minutes. I still get anxious. I still struggle to sleep if I do not feel 100% safe and secure. This makes dating very difficult but surprisingly not when I am traveling and staying in hostels. I struggle with anxiety when meeting new people. I still have triggers, a lot of them. I am far from perfect, but I’d like to go over the lessons I’ve learned that helped me be better than I was before.
One thing I take pride in is my childlike curiosity. Whenever I see a construction job site, I tend to poke my head in and
My mom said I was a daredevil growing up. I wasn’t scared of much. I loved climbing on things. Being a tomboy, perhaps that was
I cannot remember exactly how old I was, but my cousin tried to drown me. I don’t think he did it on purpose, although he
After living with Complex PTSD for a couple of decades, I still have triggers. Although it is a lot better nowadays, I still cannot spar
Now that I am older, I realize how much I love my mom. She is the kindest, most giving, and caring person I have ever
It is June 4th, 2021. I woke up excited again. I didn’t always wake up excited. For the most part of 1995 to 2015, sometimes, I wished I didn’t wake up. Fast forward to 2021, I am happy, content, and excited for my present and future.
